Still life with olives and a red glass

"The picture keeps persistently kicking at the same point in my head. Hey, wake up, Im still here, get up and look, look for the reason why Im still here. There is no pain. There is absolutely no pain. And only with each kick the head buzzes loudly. But this hum will disappear sooner or later, just as everything else eventually disappeared."
Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Forest
Music composition: In the Air Tonight (88 Remix) — Phil Collins