Screaming for vengeance

I have been grinding my drawing skill to make good realistic drawings. Vengeance is my mood inspite of the false education methods in russian art schools and art university plus inconvinient quality paper. I made much in my research to find out how to easely make glazes both in painting and drawing. Best traditional art is built on glazes. Rememver Yan Van Eik paintings. I was tought to work with strokes. Thats why I couldnt make really good art. The plot is: find good teachers. Hovewer, the true art mastery science is dead because Peter Paul Rubens brought it with himself to the grave.

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